Eternity Chin

I care too much,

sometimes i forget who i really am,

and the things i’m supposed to do.

I care too much, 

that it made me gives more,

and you take even more.

I care too much, 

that I could not stop thinking

‘bout the things you are doing.

I care too much,

that you deny me, my sincere friendship

when I tried to save you from falling deeper into the hole.

I care too much,

that sometimes got me headache

and could not bear the sight of you embraced by darkness.

I care too much,

that I have to hold my tears,

when the thoughts of you cross my mind.

I care too much, 

that if I care too much,

you would even let yourself fall deeper,

when all that I want,

is just YOU to be a better person, 

a useful and successful person.

So if I care too much, 

I don’t think  I care too much that I care too much.

I would still CARE, and be THERE to SHARE, and when that FAIR day comes, you will realize, 

I am always THERE in the AIR, for you..

GOOD DAY TO ALL and you, my friend…

Aiks! After so long i left tumblr, now i am back..

the 1st thing i wanna say is i miss tumblr!! haha XD

Having back the friendship that I want makes me cautious of what is going to happen in the future. Until now, I am satisfied with what given to me and what I had taken.

My guts tell me that I have to be careful not to spark a fire again, or try to put out fire when there is one.

I do appreciate this friend although I have been the one who gives a lot.

Good day everyone~~

My phone is my best companion after my computer was down.

My phone was the asset that showed me the messages from a Friend who has returned.

I was happy of course. However, there were doubts somewhere in my heart.

Am i willing to accept the return? Will the return hurt me again? Is there any negative intention of the return? I thought about this and started to have doubts unintentionally.

Then i said to myself, “You will know when the time comes. Then you will have to consider everything all over again. That time, you will ask yourself whether you could let the return go away again.”

So, conclusion? Sigh, i will just be grateful for the things i have now. What is going to happen next? Hmm, i will see, and i will decide what to do.

Live my life to the max now..in the PRESENT!!